be still & listen
The magic is within you. No one else.
Spiritual awakening isn’t about all love and light.
I’ve spent the past 5 years seeking, learning, connecting, growing—blissful yet equally as painful.
People closest to me came and went, waves of challenges hit deeper, and spirit said not yet as my ego pushed false promises.
My body signals to slow down, urging me to reevaluate, choose who’s in my life, and live day-to-day without mindless scrolling.
2025 has been THE year for me:
The year where the people closest to me has come and go.
The year where the moment I felt as though I can come up for air, another wave hits leaving me feeling deeper than I have previously. And spirit saying not yet, as the ego pushes through making false promises.
The year where I chose to reevaluate and look at my options at face value.
The year where I get to choose who gets to be a part of my life
The year where I get to choose how I live day to day without overconsumption of mindless scrolling and numb minding games…
The year where my body is showing signs that I need to slow down.
and what I’ve realized is that through it all,
I get to choose the truth.
The truth about spiritual awakening isn’t all love and light. You face hidden parts of yourself—ego feeds, denial fights—until they emerge. I’ve realized, despite sensing energies, thoughts, and being able to access the Akashic Records, I am still human. Overworking, overthinking, overcompensating won’t shield me from this.
People often miss that seeking guidance from those you admire is fine, but idolizing them and handing over your power leads to losing yourself. And thats the thing, you don’t realize that by relying on them for answers or constantly asking them about your situations 24/7 is giving your power away. I am not saying you cannot go for advice and to stay connected but please, do the work.
I’ve had many mentors and masters I’ve looked up to, sometimes losing myself in their 10+ years of knowledge, believing everything they said was the truth. I lost myself to blindly trusting, not allowing myself to discern, to question everything, to not always accept an answer as it is. Through these experiences, I’ve asked questions I should’ve asked long ago: “How can I choose to live in this life? How can I live for myself and, as a reflection to others, impact the world?”—and many more.
Our society has shifted into a spiritual boom and expansion over the past 5 years, and while it’s exciting to learn from someone, if there’s one thing I want you to take away from this, it’s to question anything and everything until you reach a conclusion that helps your journey. The magic truly lies within you.
It’s easier to listen to those more experienced to do the work, but I urge you—if you want to evolve, shed decades of societal beliefs passed down through generations—DO THE WORK.
Generational healing isn’t just a phrase we say as an affirmation; it’s the choice to move through our ancestors’ suppression. It’s an opportunity to choose differently than those before us, helping them as they guide us.
Past life healing isn’t just something “cool.” Just because you’re aware you were an heir to one of the founding families doesn’t mean you should neglect the lesson from that timeline. What about the planned attempt by a family member to take your life? Or the injustice you caused someone? ALL of that is energy, and as long as you return as human, you’ll need to learn from it.
Over the past 5 years, I’ve done hundreds of Akashic Record readings, and 90% of the time, people ask the same questions—and that’s okay.
But my question to them, and to you, is,
“Have you done the work?”
”Have you sat in meditation and connected with your spirit guides?”
“Have you found a way to express and connect with the answers from within?”
“Have you sat with yourself long enough to know who you are?”
These are questions I’m constantly shifting through, being honest with myself about.
It’s been a while since my last blog, and it feels good to write again. I hope this ignites, insights, or activates you. KAYRUNA’s evolution is brewing, and I’ll update you soon on my journey.
I would love to hear about how 2025 has shifted you.